was just thinking back on my JC life.
initially i was quite excited abt sch, though i dreaded (still do) having to drag myself up every morning at 5plus.
then i rmb the sngs peeps always gathered at the bench where we celebrated siak's bdae tt day, tt super AA bench, such tt we eventually stopped going there :/
not tt bad an idea actually, since going to cb every morning has somehow bonded me with some pple though may not be much (:

TKD
then i rmb trying to decide our ccas, like how we initially wanted judo, but i heard how we have to fatten ourselves up for the martial art and i rmb saying sth like,'i dun think lynn can fatten hrself up, so judo's out.' :D
since we really really wanted sth like a sport, we decided to go with tkd (:
it was fun, like how we trained and sang and talked crap tgt during trainings, not to mention the many kicks and bruises we suffered as well as the competitions! XD
those trainings were fun like we can really relax abit and come tgt and catch up with one another(haha we still gossip and stuff now even tho tkd's ended for us)
and of cos, find new frens!!
haha abit sad tt we only really like talk to the others during the comp, it's only when you have to train/suffer tgt tt you really bond haha.
i'll miss those days (:

CLASS ORIENTATION
when i first realised tt i'm in s6f, i was indiff, just glad tt aman and i are in the same cls (:
wacko - first ice-breaker game we played tgt as a cls
it was easy for me cos my name is not tt easy to rmb plus i say it quite softly XD
i think probly aman called me LOL
then it was the amazing race.
i was teamed with angelique, siowkee, tingwei, limyi, lingchen, liye, and some others whom i really cannot rmb (sorry!)
we ran ard and like lost almost every game ): (why does tt always happen in my gp? in OG too..)
then i rmb there's this forfeit where we have to walk the stonestep and they wanted the guys to carry the girls O.o lol luckily dun have, i'd've crushed whoever carried me hahaha!
then it rained when we were at turf city, sat under this tent and played super diao games thought up by tw (who else?)
to think i actually mixed him up with liye! equally dark!
hahaha but i rmb him as having the longer face i think LOL
then there's the SMJ -.-
played pass the polo. both standing up and lying down -.-
i rmb being like the first person (or near there) for the standing up one, i was actly quite proud of my ingenuity, like being first = less saliva?
hahah and if i'm not wrong, i passed it to jiada, that pink-&-blue shoelaces guy XD
then for the lying down one, i got dragged away towards the middle ):
who passed to me and who did i pass to? forgot haha, probly no one made a more impactful impression than the lace, though liye made some impact with his 'accidental' dropping of the sweet such tt it got proken into 1/4 hahaah
and poor peiwen have to suffer! XD
those were the memories..
of orientation XD

CLASS
in cls, dno when i started, but adeline and i were almost always sitting next to each other in cls (:
and it was the girls against the guys! hahah
then mish and aman started sitting with weihao and gang and slowly, the girls mixed with the guys (:
i rmb it's during some physics or ct session tt the 3 of us, ad jd and i were sitting in the hexagonal room which is probly still my fave clsroom :D aircon and coziness!
then it was just so random tt tw came over and sat down
and so random tt jd came up with this sisterhood idea and tada!
sisterhood's formed! hahaah lol
i nvr even thought tt cliques need a name until smugglers came out haha
(and please, it came from our habit of bringing smuggling food into clsroom XD)

(i'm not gna add the fac outings and cls outings, but one v impt memory - cls chaletXD)

THANKS
anyway, sisters stuck and here comes the sad part,
the 2 yrs are coming to an end.
i feel sad like maybe, JUST maybe, we won't see each other again in the future.
even if we meet, it won't be in the clssoom setting anymore and it's the cls coziness that gave us sort of a false sense of closeness tt i'll miss.
-.- i'm gna miss a delusion (?!) ok nvm.
i'll definitely miss how we used to go for lessons tgt, you wait for me, and i scold you for being slow (though i hardly get to scold ): only jd XD)
even now, i'm missing it.
i just think tt if possible, we should meet up like whenever we can, though given our busy schedules and diff commitments, it's damn diff.
a cls chalet once in awhile would be nice (:
if someone's able to offer his/her home for slpover, even better! (i'm nvr gna offer mine :P)
basically, just dun lose contact and tt sense of camaradarie (how to spell?) we share as we slog through our JC life (:
thank all whom i've mentioned in this post, though i may not have said out the name, and whom i din and still made my JC life as enjoyable as it is (:
thanks to the tkd club, esp the exco, juniors at sparex, and of cos lynn, mar and ttj XD it won't be the same without having you all to share the exp with
thanks to 07s6f, for putting up with me as the math rep and for niaoing me as the stargazer -.-
thanks to sisterhood, da jie, for bringing serious joy and laughter and your weird antics into my life xD
san jie, for being there as my pillar of sanity whenever the other 2 go crazy :D
and xiao mei for lending me her psp and being so generous to er jie and san jie!
just wanna basically thank these pple and more, including the tchers :/

this is meant not as an emo post, but as a reflective and thanksgiving one (:
thank YOU for reading through all the way till the end.
*applause please*

"... it's goodnight not goodbye..."

lynn's bdae celeb!
we went out on sunday, 28 sept, 20 days after her actual bdae and the day of the first F1 night race.
(early)lynn reached first! (on time)me second! (late by 2 min)ly third!
(late by 15 mins)torsai fourth! and mar and aman are out of rankingxP
walked into this super cheap shop and checked out some prom-worthy dresses tt costs <$20 which is like =O
hahah
we strolled ard heartland mall for awhile cos it was a lil early for lunch.
had lunch at new york new york!
had this beef potato-y thing which was not bad(i like the sauce!), this pizza tt i think is probly worse than any veggie pizza cos it's FULL of mushroom(including the kind tt jd gave to adeline tt time we went highschcanteen) and this BRATzz thing! hahaha actually i think the beef one is the best, then the BRATzz which is actually sausage(called brat-sth)wrapped in cheese and bacon(i removed all the wrappings and ate the sausagexD)
then gossip gossip and went to get free cotton candy! i like watching the guy making it but i dun really like to eat it so i gave mine to mar who gladly accepted! hahah
i was secretly hoping we would get to make one ourselvesxP
then we had desserts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
waffle with honey and ice cream is DAMN DAMN NICE! it's imba DELICIOUS!!
hahah the other one was mudpie with ice cream.
the mudpie was a lil dry, only the choc sauce and ice cream are nicexD
i jsust LOVE the waffle(+honey)
hahah and vanilla ice cream dripped with honey is quite nice too! super sweet! i like! hahahah

ok then we're supposed to go bowling, but we were distracted by this specs shop where we meng try the diff specs hahah(i like this one tt they say look v manly ):)
and this fashion.
we were having quite a high 'prom-dress' fever, looking for ideas for the troublesome dress haha.
aman saw this v sweet-looking dress then she, ly and i went to try one each.
i thought it looked not bad but i wasn't prepared to buy anything yet.

then we went bowling! i sucked at the first game, coming in 2nd last, ahead of tor! hahahah no names worked for herxP
then 2nd game i still quite sucked but was better, 3rd last this time hahaha.
during the 2 games, esp the 2nd one, we kept on changing the names to see which ones give us luck hahaha
and tsunamih gave me luck! ahahahha, none worked for mar and i think, tor.
mrs kim sure worked for ly, at least for awhile ahahah. lynn and val both dun need the name-changing luck la!(aman went home early):)
after the game, i was super tired, yawning away the whole way.
but we still walked ard abit, then went home after that.
spent alot of money, (price: $20 over)
had lots of fun, (price: a lunch at new york new york+bowling(:)
laughed alot, (price: a joke at the expense of one of the others XD)
ate alot (price: getting fat)
and spent lots of precious time with frens (priceless)
lol i'm still paying up for eating alot tt day ):
but i seem to eat more and more with each passing day ))):

shall go slp now and wake up early tml to move hse! lol

oh my. i JUST have to blog abt this.
i just won wahjong 11tais!!!! O.O
omg omg omg
i should've print screen and paste it here!
argh!
it's like i self-draw, mixed suit, chance wind, own flower, animal, own wind, all pong, and +++ i forgot liaos.
wah imagine if i got tt for real life mahjong O.o
and i earned like 200 over exp and $$ hahahah
ji shuang.
then i still went to like 0 tai room to play laxing game then all the players like sian diao and siam after i wonxP
sorry i got luckyxD
i feel so qian bian muahahah!

ok i should be blogging abt tt trip to tw's hse tt time,
we got there and i immediately asked to see his photos when he was youngerxP
he was SUPER thin!! and alr quite dark haha!
and his specs are nerdier then jd's! lol not tt jd's are tt nerdy, just ACT nerdyxP
we saw ben in one of his photos haha like they were nvr in the same cls? LOL
anw, we started playing and obviously i wasn't tt lucky, even ben won a game, i din AT ALL. i'm really sai hahahah
-anw, i think wadthesai gives me luckxP-
then i lost like 5 bucks? but i din get to pay anything cos tw paid like 3 bucks for me and gavin refused to accept the rest -.-
then went for stroll-b4-lunch(2 bus stops long)and reached bjp where they had lunch and i stared into space while they ate (i ate alr)
walked ard some(gavin was still hungry O.O) but bought nth ha.
went back to tw's hse and played METAL SLUG!!! XDXDXD
oh my tt game totally reminds me of my childhood la!! i rmb i always go my cousin's hse to play tt and many other random games! it was so fun then!! XD
ok so all of us spent like an average of 10 credits per mission -.-
tt's like $5 per mission?!
siao.. which explains why i nvr played MS in arcade, much as i love it. haha
then watched seriously funny/er/random vids then off home we went.
tt sounds like bad grammer, dao.
or maybe sounds like tt yoda green guy from starwars? "go there, you shall."
LOL
i shall blog abt lynn's bdae celeb in another entry XD

yayee! gen tan cheated me of my ten marks for essay
so i was supposed to get C! (:
so i still reached my target after all hahah..
xD

today going out with mar and all!
wahahah it's gna be fun!!
and it's at kovan and DAMN near my hse!!
tt's why i can blog now at 1024 even when we're meeting at 1100
the rest must be travelling there alr,
or they'll be late!
hahahahah
i'm looking forward to bowling!!
shall take lots of photos, if any can be seen at all..
no flash T.T
hahah

oh i've been playing viwawa wahjong these few days
-interception-
mar just called to say tt she and aman are going to be late xP
hahahahaahah!!
-end-
then ytd was like the most entertaining game i've ever played there.
like the pple were quite friendly (:
they were like 'hi sai'
then i was damn shocked O.O
like how they noe my nick?!
lol then i realised tt my nick was wadthesai muahahaha!
then they thought i was a guy heh heh, cos of my nick xP
it's stupid, but i felt a sense of achievement muahahaha!
ok crap, i'm gna be NOT EARLY if i dun move my butt soon
xD

i'm DAMN sad!!!
i got D for econs..
guess i used all my luck for math paper 2..
):
and it's like i got 48.9?!
hopefully they moderate, by at least a mark then i cmi, can make it
(:
getting back chem and econs tml!
tt sounds wrong since i alr noe my marks for econs.
-.- isp..

wah i on the com to blog abt this book tt i read over the weekend at 1950 and it's only at 2208 tt i can finally get down to it.
too many stuff to clear.
btw, too all whom i've recommended this book, dun read further if you dun wanna get spoilered.

salem falls
is a damn nice book.
it's abt this male tcher who's teaching in a girls' sch and as the soccer team coach.
there's this girl, CM, on his team who has a crush on him.
he was so nice to her yet, she led her father (who's a priest) to believe tt she's having an affair with him.
and of cos, he totally flipped.
jack, the tcher, accepted the plea bargain under the advice of his defense attorney
which includes 8 mths of jail and then he's out and within 10 yrs, he'll have this record washed off.
he went in, suffered a great deal and got out 8 mths ltr.

he was just beginning to settle in in salem falls when he got involved in ANOTHER sex scandal. wad an unlucky guy.
apparently, all the folks of salem falls are against him cos they knew of his past, it's part of the plea bargain tt he reports to the police force of wherever he wanna settle down in abt his past record.
everything was super confusing, the way picoult wrote, such tt i nearly thought he did it too.
it's the investigation and the slow revelation of the truth tt's captivating abt this book.
i like, yet dun like the ending.
it's like she ended with jack being acquited but not exactly explaining to us all the little details tt made us doubtful abt him in the first place.
you've gotta figure it out for yourself.
so here goes,
there was semen on the girl's thigh tt cannot be explained, unless jack really did it to her.
then the DNA results for the semen is also doubtful and it was suggested in the book tt someone else who's related to jack have raped her instead.
BUT the big ugly truth is tt,
it was the FATHER who raped her!!
tt's DISGUSTING OMG.
tt's why jack din do it and the DNA results were not as expected cos the girl and the FATHER were related!
tt's like omg.
but this was not mentioned explicitly in the book at all.
tt's why it's best to reread the entire book after reading it once, so tt you can identify all the areas of doubt and go,'of COURSE!'
lol this is paraphrased from her interview in the behind part of the book.

ok i smell nice crabs behind me, shall go have them now!
lol.

wrote some stuff down today to waste my pen ink, waste my time, cos i wanna write sth, let my feelings out and yup it's going down the chute.
lol
i think blogs and ljs are so public tt you can't even really write all your feelings down unless you're not afraid of wad pple say. at all. lol.
tt's why i should start a habit of writing stuff tt cannot be known to public down and throw them away.
hahah esp when it's abt unhappy stuff.
it'll be great to let it out and still keep it a secretxP
haha tt's probly why i feel quite laxing now.
such tt i dun feel like revising anything, though i noe i need to.
esp after my screwed-up phy paper. argh. dun wanna talk abt it.

was watching the 10pm show just now.
the girl was supposed to be the obedient and smart one compared to her bro
but she hung out with bad company and even committed vandalism.
all becos she hated the fact tt no one cared for her, that everyone was so busy tt whenever she go home, it's to an empty house.
somehow, i think tt it's very similar to me.
only i dun turn bad (cos of the GREAT friends i have! xD)
but maybe, i become more easily irritated towards my parents and maybe desire company more.
just a random thought,
i was thinking tt if i have children next time,
will i be like a workaholic parent, taking care of their material well-being only,
or will i be more caring towards them?
probly the former, since i'm such a careless person and do things thoughtlessly.
sigh~ i'm not mature enough to be thinking of such things.

i think i'm v naive at times.
like i dun think deep enough, tt's probly why my GP sucks.
i'm always amazed at how pple manage to come up with such insightful thoughts.
i lack tt kind of ability, probly cos i'm superficial myself.
superficial, artificial, beneficial.
lol just randoming away.
.
.
.
so is superficial and articifial beneficial?
hahaha stop reading this post, dun waste your time,
go sleepx)

it's been quite a while since i last came online.
as always lol.
all that i've been doing for the past few days can be classified as 'studying but not absorbing' :/
totally wasted my time cos when i did all those revision stuff,
i never read the notes or anything, esp physics, at least chem and math i still referred a lil.
and GG, econs.

went back to sch for 2 days to study
-intermission: just saw on kids central this ad for movie 'sing to the dawn' LOL it's animated-
then mostly it's consult the first day + badminton :)
then second day, it's study + food + bball :/
lol not v productive the last 2 days.
staying home today, hopefully can get more stuff done.
but i dun seem to have the motivation to start on GP :P
haha but i gotta start somewhere.

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也会自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

lol i was just online and i saw someone with the nick 'i love volleyball girls' come online.
then i clicked on it, thinking tt it might be jd since he had this joke with jaya
then i realised tt it's weihao.
just then his nick was changed to 'wtf bolt - see if you dare to look around during finals' or sth lidat.
then i saw it changed again to 'wtf bolt - sorry bolt, you dared to celebrate 15m before line. sorry bolt, i'll lick your spikes if you allow me to'
lol i was super amused cause just at tt time, i was watching the news on bolt's victory.
hahah bolt was super proud of his golden shoesxD

i wanted to send photos to chensin for the cls montage, but it's taking way way way too long to upload
):
but luckily most of the pics we took tt day were with adeline's cam,
mine got none of the four of us ):
shall go adeline's lj kop!
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kop dao le!

sisters! 1-2-3-4, hi-5! *piak!*


jd acting cute and -.-
i dun mean -.- as in diao, but -.- as in the expression -.-
xD
lol

we were planning to watch the tt match btw singapore and korea
but the ft uncle refused to on the tv, then in the end, he finally on it and made us miss the first match tt singapore won ):
the ft was totally packed with pple and everyone was cheering at every point li jiawei got and jeering/sighing at every point lost.
the rarely-seen singapore spirit was super strong tt day, like how we were all so concerned with singapore's performance in olympics.
weiguo and i were like commenting tt such spirit comes once in 4 yrs LOL.
though we lost in the end and everyone was super pissed tt we lost the game we could've won, it was still a great game cos jw put up an extremely tough fight.
it was 3-2 to korea.
BUT we got into finals in the end! thanks to feng tianwei!! woohoo!!
ahahhaahahah i'm so gna watch tml's tonight's finals! xD

lol during the match, i was smsing to lynn wadever was going on at the match, thinking tt she was just standing outside listening to the game.
then i realised after the match, she was actually at tkd rm there and reporting word for word every thing i smsed to the rest! lol she oso reported my last words 'shit lost..'
hahahah!
wish jy happy bdae, took one photo then went off in search of my bottle and came back and left again cos lynn wanna go (dun wanna eat cake!)
lol

went wei's house today to teach math. was supposed to reach there at 10, i woke up at 11plus.. ):
got there, gave her an impromptu math paper which she got A2 for and got super frustrated teaching her graph ):
i make a bad bad tuition tcher, i'll just kill whoever's taught by me out of frustration. sigh~
reached home, did nth much but abit of distri and went online (:
shall go spying now!
^^

it was a looooooooong morning on fri morning..
i thought it would nvr end ):

went to sch for celevrations, sat next to tw and ad during the parade.
tw totally spammed us with info on the diff marching stuff, like punishment for slping while standing there in squad(LOL), how he was a guard of honour, how bad the commander was at giving commands and blah..
actually it's not tt boring, quite interesting really.
at least more than the parade itself. LOL

then went back to cb and jd and ad went mia, leaving me with tw and peiwen and the rest of the cls.
i was super bored in the hall, though our cls did try to be gl and sang along with some of the national day songs,
tt part was entertaining though i did try to distance myself away from them
hahaah! :D
then came the performances,
cheerleading!
apollo was not bad, like qutie entertaining with tt act-nerd guy doing the super retro dances like, moving all parts of your body, 'cept for the body abd hips LOL.
chan mali chan was super memorable! ahahahah! shake legs and comb hair actions!
he was the only interesting performer sadly.
then was athena, it's so sian, i dn rmb wad it was.
magic trick: quite interesting but the magician is obviously not well-liked
lol
and he only did 2 tricks and wasted so much time..
-.-
then artemis cheerleading,
they sang this song by hossen leong which apparently tw noes the tune to.
one of the guys dancing in the middle was quite cute!
mad one, i pointed him out to mar during dance night LOL.
i rmb thinking tt the performance was super short like one song and it's over..
but then came the cheer..
zomg. they shouldn't have included it in.
the performers are not enthu and the audience feels malu..
tsk tsk..
then ares,
they're so professional with it, i feel paiseh for them.
like everyone took the cheerleading thing so lightly and they actually went to put in so much effort.
and they sure win one la lol.

i left after the ares performance cos tor sai was late alr, and ad and jd were not there then i felt sian cos tw was like zi-highing with the rest of the cls and i was feeling a little out liao..
so i left, and began this loooooooooong journey to the cip place.

we left via high sch so we've walked like a considerable dist alr.
then when we reached there, we're obviously late and everyone left.
then zj made lots of calls and we even walked under the HOT HOT HOT sun
AROUND the bishan sports hall to find out tt were not supposed to be there LOL :/
then like after walking for forever, we finally stopped and talked to some gp leader and there took our attendance.
then we slacked.
like seriously slacked, doing nth and just sitting there (facing away from the sun of cos), zj even suggested playing cards and tor sai was excited -.-
but we din play in the end and we even left early w/o waiting for the peeps to take the pledge.
and i finally ate my lunch after being starved for so loooooong lol
shared ppc with tor sai and we walked ard j8 for an hour or so.
i kept forcing her to buy this skirt
it's quite cheap for esprit at 19 bucks only! but she refused.. ):
soon after we went home..

that ended my sian morning. lol like so many things happened within such a short time, i din even mention the details of our looooong walk.

tor sai:'i stood under the sun for so long and i din turn darker at all!'
sai:'ARGH! i avoided the sun and i'm darker than b4!!'
T.T

argh have been quite busy for the past week.
like hw and hw and dno-how-to-do hw..
)):
esp phy.. i suck at it despite my results..
i dn understand the concepts i was just lucky..
)):
i felt quite sian this past week probly cos of the stress i'm starting to feel
then i sort of passed it on to other pple..
sorry!
*am reminded of tornado's blog entry: emo is disgusting!*
arghhhh!!!!!!
sometimes i just can't help feeling lidat..
like wad tor said, emoing causes others to feel emo too and make them feel sad then they'll dislike hanging ard you..
then you'll emo even more ='(
it's a vicious cycle..
so tt's why i should stay happy!
like how mar made herself stay happy despite her unhappiness!
lol i should learn from her!
or maybe i should just slp more..
slping makes me happy! and less sian, less sian = less emo, happier!
(((: smile smile smile!

just spent another afternoon writing and designing adeline and angelique's books.
i pasted more stuff in angelique's cos it's like a trend in her book lol
and i oso followed adeline's book's trend: looooooong letter writing style!
hahahaha

went for accapella 'listen now!' on thurs
the first group wasn't tt good but the rest were much much better!
esp the last group, jamaica's cafe(?), like so fun and funny! xD
i like anton's voice!! it's SUPER mesmerising!!
mar and i got totally absorbed into his voice!!
lol mar even commented tt i've got a stone look after listening to them.
they sang several songs tt i knew.
though i dun really rmb the names of the songs, i rmb being struck by how wonderful they sound.
onionhead emoticon: ahh~~
LOL
reached home at like 11, slpt at 1 plus and woke up at 4 plus to bathe..
Z.Z
totally went ZOMBIE the next day..
luckily i took 151 home, cos i slpt all the way to the interchange!
told ya, i need slp or i'll sian diao!

lol guoqi smsed ytd, asking if he can write in my book.
i was like ??? then i made the link tt he's with jd since they're sortof macs studying partners.
lol when i went to bed, they're still studying away..
stargazers -.-

Today...
give a stranger one of your smiles
it might be the only sunshine he sees all day...

lol i've decided to post today after all..


the 'shuyuan' pg is made using my bro's KUTZ machine! nice~




it doesn't exactly look symmetrical..




remix of twinkle twinkle little star! too bad cannot really see the words..
go take a look at his book!




i wrote those words..


i drew the spidey web!


the border of the red paper was slightly burnt, i did it :D
nice effect ((:


closet mugger!


worm:'kamikazee!'
*flies*
*splat!*

wah.. had the NCTs ytd so spent almost the entire day in sch.
shouldn't hv gone for the physics one..
i expect myself to fail after taking it.. ):
the chem one is better, i saw some H3 qns! LOL
then after tt, went to the dance studio, which was unlocked, and played music and camwhore for a while.
it was fun! playing with the bars there and gossiping abt pple :P

i spent like the whole of last night and almost the entire afternoon doing one thing - decorating shuyuan's autograph book -.-
cos he commented tt wadever i wrote in tingwei's book was scribblish and i'm pissed >=(
so i've decided to do lots of stuff for his book to prove him wrong!
and of cos, i had my rare artistic moments and, tgt with my bro's KUTZ machine, i've made his book v v nice!
i've taken some photos and shall post next time! (:

omg.. such a sudden and weird request..
O.o
like i thought it's sth else but it turn out to be this..
lol
shall go have dinner now (:

yayee!! going shopshop on fri with ly and mar and gang!!
woohoo!! i'm so gna buy sth to make myself happy!
esp after the horrible blocks..

lolol gna get back last paper tml, gp compre.
i'm so so so dead.
mar says she got killed by the qns, instead of the summary and the AQ.
i think i'll get zhammed by all three..
wahahah
i'm so gna get US
lolol

woke up late this morning!
at 630, my bro ask me wasn't i supposed to go to sch?
then i was like SHIT. GG-fied.
lol
then i blah blah blah and did wadever i did and rushed down to the busstop.
i must have had missed the bus cos i waited for like 10 min for the bus
and it refused to come!
):
reached sch at ard 8
then saw adeline and jiada walking towards canteen and i was damn shocked
O:
then they told me A Ho wanted to take our break tml to return us our compre cos he hasn't finished marking.
should've known.. no wonder he has to rush, we have to check eveyrthing by thur and our next gp lesson is on thur lol
just like phy having to return today.
anw, i confessed to mr kwek abt being late today and got my first demerit point!
should i frame it up or sth? hahah!
he quite kind la, giving me only late and not Very Late lol
mar complained abt mr kwek being so nice :P

omg.. i was just looking through the photos i've taken since sec3 and i recalled all the wonderful memories we had..
esp the section photos! argh! i miss them!! ))':
shall have a section outing like after A's!
haha and i saw all the prom photos.. i realised how fat i was then..
though i'm probly fatter now.
i'm my thinnest in sec 3 la so i look better in the older photos :P
shall start my diet tml!
get adeline to diet with me! :P
hahah i also saw photos of mar and lynn with their braces on!
lol it looks funny on them now..
i saw ttj's cute hairdo on prom night, lynn's purple scarf(?) and mar's low-cut dress! hahaha..
it's fun looking through all those photos, they bring back wonderful memories..
shall start taking lots of photos with mar they all and sisterhood and cls peeps
so tt next time i've got sth to reminisce (:
but then again, my cam's flash seems to be spoiled.. ):

A triplet of Babies here with US.
tt probly sum up my grades for blocks.

anw, i dno wad happened to my sakura buffet photos.. ):

woohoo! just changed my blogskin again!
it's so cute! wahahahah
i've got cuter ones maybe i can like rotate them..
LOL

din cut my hair after all haha
my mum told me not to..
i realised tt i took quite long for my hair to growth to this length and if i cut, it'll just go back to being qiao and all.
so i've decided not to cut!
(:

borrowed two books today!
both are trashy books but i like!
hahah i seriously need a breather after blocks..
speaking of blocks, we're getting back chem tml
O.O
and i'm not gna be there!
got dental.. wad colours should i get?
hahah i dun seem to be tt worried for chem LOL
cos like wad gen tan likes to say, it's alr cast in stone.
hahah

hmm i think i'm getting quite sian of blogs alr,
either tt or i just dun feel the urge to blog abt anything impt in my life.
it's like an open diary, i can't vent and write wadever i want w/o thinking abt the consequences..
please like i'll gossip abt anyone here..
actually, i will MUAHAHAHA
but i shall not.
haiyo, no wonder everytime i blog, i turn emo
sai..

haha forgot to blog abt kbox tt day,
as we've complained time and again, it's super uber ex.
+ on top of the movie and KFC lunch, i'm officially broke.
and ytd tkd JTS for exco we spent like near 10 bucks each..
T.T wo po le.. i'm broke.
LOL

ytd went for the PCS thing and got quite a few bags of 'goodies'
ok tt's not the main purpose but ya, i like those notebooks (:
hmm, i'm quite interested in IES and will probly consider SPRING too
since they give out like 20 per annum while the others are damn rare at 5 per yr ):
i should've gone for the JTC talk instead of AGD,
AGD is like sian totally.
heard from mar tt MAS is like wah gao gao zai shang de gan jue, unreachable, unattainable.
which is wad i expected since it IS the central bank of Singapore..
-.-
after the talks, we were famished.
we din get to eat the food tt we imagined there to have.. ):
both mar's and my stomach growled during the talks!
luckily no one heard mine, but someone SO heard hers!
*stares*
wahahahah!!
ok we went for lunch at MS foodcourt, mar and i shared this malay grill chicken set which tasted delicious! and chewy hahaha!
ttj bought this malay beef ball with rice thing and lynn ate 'chao ta' claypot.
i tried lynn's, it tasted just like how it lookedxP
then went to meet val and we went over to SG flyer!
lol i rmb commenting abt how come the ferris wheel nvr moves and lynn clarified tt actly, it does, very slowly.
then mar commented on the same thing again LOL.
we ate desserts at jalanpeno or however you spell it.
the oreo ice cream was just wad i wanted! the mango one was nice too!! ((:
we took several photos which i'm too lazy to upload now :P
then we went to take photo with subliming CO₂ and a flowing pool of H₂O xP
once again, photos next time.

then JTS at Shokudo! it's just like marche that time only it's mostly jap food there.
we ate jap pizza, some unagi omelette and banana choco crepe!
i was quite full alr so lynn and mar went on to eat rosti which i ate at marche!
played some bridge which i won in all the games, some daiti i lost
then off to take more pics and arcade!
lol we got zh excited abt playing shooting games at the arcade.
lynn and mar played initial D twice! i thought the route for initial D looks quite easy :P but i din play.
throughout the course of us walking through MS and citylink, i realised tt tkd pple are quite good at lagging, even worse than ttj..
they lag as a grp and then just wander off by themselves if they couldn't catch up LOL
the 3 of us have to go back and look for them several times.
hmm i think it's mar, she walks too fast, see the evidence on her legs XD
wahahah!!
dun kill me! :P

then there's tkd grading today!
i totally screwed up my pattern! ahahah
abit i was doing the first move, then 2nd then blah.. then when i face the front, i was like blank,
shit wad was i doing?
then i totally have to bring my mind back to focus or i'll just start doing ojang LOL
redid my pattern once but still faltered abit esp at the easy stances part, i did fwd.
hmm it's ok la, at least i can still laugh abt it, just dun laugh at me in my face can liaoxP
went off to lib to teach lynn sampling, or tried to since neither brought GC lol
then gave up and started talking hahaha.
then went home after tt.
i bought greentea which reminded me of the rope burns tt i got from all the goodie-bag-carrying ):
gta thank val, chris, zy and yz for helping us carry the bags at diff pts of time.
THANK YOU!
lynn, sometimes it's ok to take advg of your frens get help from them, we're there for you and you there for us! XD

i'm probly cutting my hair tml O.O
gta ask the person dun layer too much, ltr qiao like siao again..
hahah..

hmm.. so many things to blog abt, it's gna be a long post for me to spam!

i've seriously misplaced my trust.. on ADELINE. -.-
argh argh argh argh!
nehmind, for more details, read her lj..

shall not crap abt how much i've studied and my studying process since bt2 is over lol.
shall crap abt how i'm so gna fail GP and EC again..
...
i'm so gna fail them both *nods*
got back math paper today, did better than i thought, i screwed up qn 12 as i thought hahah..
at least i got one mark! xP

gen tan gave us a pep talk today, more like a scaring session :/
we've only 55 days left till prelims and this thought left me quite emo for awhile after EC tutorial esp since i din really understand IT
T.T
tt's why i wasn't TT happy when i got back math the following lesson..
now i'm getting emo again -.-
getting gd grades at math is crap.. wad i really wanna do well at are GP and EC and i shall self-quote: " i'm so gna fail GP and EC again.."
argh..

the scholarship thing today made me realise tt i really really dno wad i want.
i look at tingwei and adeline, both of them were like "i'm going for this talk and tt one."
but i'm like, wad's this? wad does it do?
i feel pekcek just asking those qns.. i STILL dno wad i wanna do..
ttj we're in the same boat..
):

did some CIP recording on isp today.
realised tt i've got v little hours like 12 only? ji sian.. after 2 yrs and i look back,
i realise tt i've wasted alot of my time doing nth..
this makes me wonder if i'm just gna let my life like waste away next time..
rot my whole life away.. if only i'm a vegetable, at least i'm still useful even when i rot lol.

sometimes, there's just this empty feeling inside tt makes me dun wanna do anything.
empty and sinking feeling, just totally emo i guess.
during such times, i'm only pdtive in blogging lol like now..
is it the post-blocks blues? how come like everyone (aka mar and me) are feeling so sianified and emo?
argh, i think it's just stress.
><

had sparex for the past 3 days.
overall i thought it was fun and tiring, even more tiring than last yr's,
probly cos i'm weaker then last yr haha..
not alot of kicking done compared to last yr, somehow i felt tt last yr was more effective in the sense tt we learned alot of stretching and kicking techniques.
this yr focused more on sparring techniques probly cos last yr we sucked at sparring :P
got closer to some of the juniors and found out tt they're quite fun and crappy to talk to ((:
and ate the revered waffles from canteen 2!
yay! i sparred and scored! lol which was a great improvement from last yr's 0..
all thanks to celestine! hahah
and my contacts of cos.. xP
was damn tired ytd, but i couldn't get back to slp once i woke up from tt bus trip out of ntu ):
wasted the rest of the trip home resting my eyes only..
haha maybe we can go again next yr :P
then they sure ask us if we joining them then i'll say no.. hahaha break their hearts

mum wanted me to go for this karaoke session with my relatives but cos i have to MUG,
i can't go.. and it's quite awkward to go, cos i'll be in a room alone with one other cousin and i'll feel quite paiseh to sing..
then she also wants us to go for this buffet thing in jurong east i think,
this one i'm going cos it's FOOD!
hahahah lol
and i want to check out the place then maybe next time sisterhood can go there since it's close to most of their homes anw.
see how thoughtful and self-sacrificial i am? hahaah
we shall go there to celebrate jiada's and tingwei's shaved heads :P
shall take neoprints too! ahahah!

feel quite sian now..
just now for awhile i felt quite stressed up, like everything's not going well for me right now and i kept eating and eating to relieve my own stress..
i'm growing FAT.
ARGH.